So, I'm sitting there, watching Charmed (which is the best show ever) and all of a sudden I hear this laughing and then a flip flop gets thrown by my head. I look to see my RA and my mod mate throwing flip flops at each other. Me and Steph finished one episode. I had fun, but you see....I was feeling left out when I shouldn't.
Now you're probably thinking- Gee what a attention getting snob wanna be she is. But in reality, this is just how I am. I was never really involved with anything- even people. So when people I know are having a good time, I feel left out. I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I do. I don't want anybody upset or feel bad about it (Elyse, NOT your fault). But I just keep feeling this way. Maybe I am missing my dad and my friends a lot more then I realize. I just wish I had some friends that I could tell anything to and they wouldn't judge me. Oh well. Life goes on.
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